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2012-02-11T01:16:00.003+08:00

有考验过你是否真心

我得到的答案是

你对这感情并不是开玩笑

谢谢你

当我心情不好的时候还是陪着我

不管再怎么吵

不管是不是你做错事

到最后你还是跟我说对不起

我知道我真的很坏

但是。。

我一直在想为什么你会要我这种烂女人

缘分吗？

如果有一天世界末日的时候

你第一件事会做什么呢？

如果是我

我的答案是。。

抱着你和我的家人享受最后的美好时光

有时候

我会想太多

影响心情不要建议啊

最后我要说的是

对不起~(＞人＜;)

sob

2012-02-03T00:14:00.003+08:00

我现在才明白

原来你根本都不在乎

我对你来说一点都不重要

我说的再多，你也不会听进去

我不懂你到底把我当成什么

是我想太多还是你变了

还是我根本都还不认识你

为什么为什么..

我在你心里根本都没地位

:'(

我不是爱哭的

但是有些事情真的很让人忍不住的

..掉眼泪..

这是在最近我才发现的

我真的不想去管别人说什么废话

他们要说他们的事

HAIX.

Melaka trip

2012-01-31T02:08:00.003+08:00

I go with my boy to Melaka almost 4 days ?

Haha. I'm having fun with his family and friends ~

They are so friendly omg ? Haha

It's different with peoples in Labuan people

He brings me to Melaka wonderland.

Oh very fun lor . tehee

Go with his sister and cousin too :)

Somemore go to pahlawan megamall there with his friends Lol.

I don't know his friends well They were so quiet but fun sometime.

And yet the first day

I went there His mum pick me up and brings me and him to botanical Very nice :)

that's a lot of monkeys there.

Omg they so cute :3

Oh. I hv take pic with his mum too :)

The day before we back lbn , I went shopping with his family ~

It's tired haha but fun also lar Before we back home Someone merajuk

Can't find him hahha. That's funny ah

Well.

I really like this trip even tough we slp very late and afternoon jz woke up. Haha

Lastly I want to say thanks to him and his family :)

Love them very much and my family too :D

Everybody gone

2012-01-25T23:36:00.002+08:00

I have 3 best friends and also my classmate

2 of them went to Australia study ady :(

And one of them want go Miri study soon le

Everybody study in different places :(

And yet I super miss them

Miss the moment we struggle in scl when spm is coming

Time flies like water.

We going to be 18 this year >.< Is a wow ! ? Dragon year We all have lots of problem and difficulty to solve Well ~ I hv spend so much this two months. Around Rm5000+ Omg >.< shocked. It sounds not good okay. And yet now cny. I wish everyone happy Chinese new year k :) Must be having fun :D I'm going to kk ASAP to register my college >.<

Well !!!! Scared to be there coz hv no friends yet my god ~~

Now waiting my spm result :s

Okay. I write til here then :) take care

无聊

2011-12-14T21:40:00.002+08:00

我真的不知该怎么说

想要人陪的时候

但那个人却不是你

我对你的感觉真的慢慢减少

不懂为什么

但是对不起

你连一点时间都不给我

你要我怎么跟你一起

我根本不知道你在做什么

但我也不怀疑你

Meaningful days

2011-11-30T18:24:00.002+08:00

Remember ~

True friendship never broke

True love never end

Family cnt be yr side forever

One day u hv to be independent

So.. Now I'm learning :)

How to be alone.

Don't ask for help for someone try to solve it myself

Try don't feel lonely when someone doesn't care for u

Because someone will.

U know what ?

You forgive people simply because you still want them in your life.

Forgive but never forget

Family will always support u :)

Dont let them upset

Try to get a good result ! Study smart now ! ;)

I dont care how sux my life was.

I'm jz trying to live a better life

Today's life wasn't good.

Tml will be good.

Think positively never think negatively.

就算被抛弃了也要活得比以前根好！

知道吗？

我心里的伤是无法形容的

我会慢慢的去恢复它

我会活得比今天根好

放心

我已习惯了

一个很不开心的日子

2011-11-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

虽然...

我每次都找事情跟你吵

可是我真的不懂为什么我那么卑鄙无耻

可能太担心你了吧

当你没找我要到半天的时候

我一秒都不能不想你

这感觉真的会杀了我

我希望你能明白

我们随时随地都会失去对方

而在这一刻...

我失去了你

真的很像什么都没了

当你体会了这感受的时候

你会慢慢的明白

到时候什么都来不及了

所以朋友们

珍惜你们现在所应有的吧

不要像我一样

知道吗？

不管怎样

告诉自己一定要笑着过日子！

☺

sad day

2011-11-22T23:26:00.003+08:00

my rabbit jz died in the morning.

and i wasn't know.

only when my dad come back frm work i jz knew it.

ntg can describe how sad we were.

i was hoping for he can alive again

but it's impossible.

:'(

this rabbit is a very cute and listen to what we say.

he was the only one and im lucky to have him in the past few months

he made my life different

we love him very much...

RIP my beloved rabbit :')

i'll never forget u

心碎的一天

2011-11-18T17:07:00.004+08:00

你每次都说 “请想想看我的感受，不要一直顾虑到自己的感受”

但是在你说这句话之前你有真心的去了解我的感受吗？

我是那里做错了

可以告诉我啊

你可能不懂

这些话，会多伤我的心吗？

你说你没做错，那我有吗？

我到底是那里做错了

我只是跟那些好久不见的朋友说几句话

我真的不懂真的不懂为什么要生气

那几句话，不到三分钟

我真的不懂不明白

我们到底是什么？

好像见了面又会吵架的外星人

不见面又会想念对方的地球人

天～这是你给我的考验吗？

对不起我失败了...

当哭泣时，我最想要的是你的肩膀

但是你和我都做不到

同时脾气又坏的两个人

同时受伤的两个人

还会给彼此一次的机会吗？

林依晨-翅膀

2011-11-11T14:32:00.000+08:00

你終於勇敢牽起我的手

你說你愛了我好久好久

我點了頭緊握你的手

然後我們一起了

你說會帶我遊整個地球

我們要在一起直到最後

有你保護我心都可放了

手已牽了天更遼闊

因為有你陪我的世界不再黑

我的天空有你從此不再亂飛

你就是我的翅膀陪我到前方

讓我學會了雨和雷後一定看見彩虹

你就是我的翅膀帶著我飛翔

累了之後有你為我取暖

你讓我更勇敢更堅強

我只希望有你一直陪在我身旁

你就是我的翅膀陪我到前方

讓我學會了雨和雷後一定看見彩虹

你就是我的翅膀帶著我飛翔

累了之後有你為我取暖

你讓我更勇敢更堅強

符傑榮 - 我給了愛情一次機會

2011-11-11T14:30:00.002+08:00

其實一個人也無所謂

為何苦苦地追

反正兩個人也沒有罪

看是愛上了誰

人說凡事別想得太美

我只好一步一步地退

卻忘不了你身上餘味

多麼想要找個人來陪

我給了愛情一次機會不問錯對

夜色冰涼如水你睡了沒

我霸了一張情感的位代價不菲

抹著層層的灰真的好累

我給了愛情一次機會斟上眼淚

無論傷了幾回還要乾杯

我們的愛情一再告吹是不是會不會

完全都是因為我給了愛情一次機會

其實一個人也無所謂

為何苦苦地追

反正兩個人也沒有罪

看是愛上了誰

人說凡事別想得太美

我只好一步一步地退

卻忘不了你身上餘味

多麼想要找個人來陪

我給了愛情一次機會不問錯對

夜色冰涼如水你睡了沒

我霸了一張情感的位代價不菲

抹著層層的灰真的好累

我給了愛情一次機會斟上眼淚

無論傷了幾回還要乾杯

我們的愛情一再告吹是不是會不會

完全都是因為我給了愛情一次機會

such a nice song :)

guys can listen and enjoy it huhu~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u98All93Hxg

here u are....

i miss her :(

2011-10-15T16:49:00.029+08:00

she is my best friend :)

a best friend who never betray me and backstep me :)

i love her very much

and she went to seremban edi :(

im sad.. but at the same time..

sunday we have a fun ^.^

even monday i gt exam i willing to meet her the last day

happily :D

hope we still be best friend forever even we stay at dif state <3

my b'day ?

2011-10-12T19:46:00.004+08:00

I hate you !

because u make me so damn lonely on my b'day!

shit !

i tot u will accompany me on dis day.

but ? u knw what u did.................................

i think we're not the match one.

fed up.

argh.!

and yet a sux day for me hell yea.

love it

2011-10-02T18:31:00.023+08:00

share some nice pic with u guys =)

2011-10-01T20:09:00.001+08:00

好烦的事情

2011-10-01T19:43:00.002+08:00

最近发生了很多很多事情

（学校）

有一个连狗都不如的老师打我

那痕迹还在

爸爸已去学校和校长谈过了

但对我来说也没用

那种狗还在我后面说我爸爸？

真的想找死吗？

这件事我是不会轻易原谅的

我一定会做个两端

我的事情为什么怪到我爸头上？

而她呢。。还不承认是她做的

为什么丫？怕死吗？

放心吧

对这种没心没肺的事情

终有一天会得报应的

等着吧

（感情）

这就不懂

为什么那么多老师怀疑我和他的事情？

是要报复我吗？

但我不在乎

他们要管就让他们管到够吧

但别管到死掉哦

我会很遗憾的哦（呸！）

我希望不和他每天吵架

就足够了

我不管别人怎么说

就当耳边风好了

（学习）

有上有下

我的目标就是拿到九个A 啦

希望能做到

（家人）

最近因为一直跺在房里

很少说话了

但谈倒是有啦

倒霉

2011-09-18T18:34:00.002+08:00

说真的

我好不开心住在这个家

真的很不开心 :'\

永远都不会有人明白我的感受

就算爸爸在

也不会有人帮我说说话

都不是我的错

为什么怪到我头上来

真的不懂 :'(

我真希望有个幸福的家庭

现在可能是我的命运吧？

sad life

2011-09-16T23:22:00.002+08:00

i dont know what happen to me...

but what i feel now is like....

so weird....

i jz feel like alone in a room dont talk to anyone else..

listen to 好的事情 song

the lyrics let me get into the drugs..

my heart jz feel like got a little bit of....... >.<

sour..~

my little bit is the opposite of the mean...:(

b-e-a-utiful

2011-09-11T18:29:00.002+08:00

She read me the note he left on her bed

Snuck in her room right after she left

And put petals on the ground

Her head on his shoulder they walk down the hall

I'm left to wonder will I ever fall in love

And where is he now

She's with him, I'm in the back seat

Know it's not right but it hurts when they're laughing

And I've never been where they are

I wanna be blown away

I wanna be swept off my feet

I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe

I wanna be lost in love

I wanna be your dream come true

I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you

Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful

Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Friday night she wore his jersey to the game

In the front row screamin out his name

As he turns to her and smiles

Every where I look people holding hands

When am I gonna get my chance at love

My chance at love

Cuz she's with him, I'm still hurting

Try to pretend but it's not working

I just wanna be where they are

I wanna be blown away

I wanna be swept off my feet

I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe

I wanna be lost in love

I wanna be your dream come true

I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you

Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful

Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

My heart is waiting for your love

My hand is waiting for your touch

My lips just wanna be kissed by you

I wanna be blown away

I wanna be swept off my feet

I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe

I wanna be lost in love

I wanna be your dream come true

I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you

Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful

Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Beautiful, Call me beautiful

Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful.

I love this lyrics damn much :)

it's meaningful for me ~ ♥

attitude still same ?

2011-09-10T21:47:00.003+08:00

62 more days to SPM

but ?

omg i still online =...=

really worst !

great nx week is trial exam.

hope i can get the best result ever ~

been long time no update my blog >.<

coz only fri sat and sun i on my lap. LOL.

well still! =........= worst girl.

bad dayyyy~

2011-08-19T17:08:00.003+08:00

can i say something rude ?

oh ! dis is my scl...

i jz wonder..

why teachers' thinking is so Y yellow

only talk to someone doesn't mean coupling okay ?

great.. if every teachers think like that.

what about hug ? kiss ?

they think "diao" ? or fuck ? or make love ?

don't know what they think! =..=

sometime also !

they jz say we are keep lying on her / him!

they never trust us. why should we trust her/him ?

they say what we tell her is all a "alasan"!

den... they never think what we feel..

don't they jz think about our feeling then just say ?

WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME ?

NO ONE HAVE RIGHT TO JUDGE OTHER PEOPLE EXCEPT FOR GOD !

listen... b4 judge people. pls look at the mirror first.

how good are u ? is it as good as perfect ? erm. ?

pls lah use brain! =..=

i know teachers care about students.

but. not that kind of way ?

can jz try to calm down and talk nicely ?

WHY HAVE TO SHOUT LIKE A CRAZY ?

don't just think that it will trusty ? waste voice~ and waste energy ?

oh my......

eh don't perasan. i just dint say any teacher in my scl.

i jz want..... them to think!

gt brain then use. keep it for wad ?

fun

2011-08-13T15:55:00.001+08:00

i just wanna say thank you !

haha :)

thx for yr lunch! :D

i appreciate it huhu!

ben dan u treat me so good >.<

a bad day

2011-08-05T18:16:00.003+08:00

i dont feel good.

very very moody~

i jz dont feel like turning on my hp.

i jz feel like be alone here.

wish to go to beach >.<

im super super down

i jz hope that i can forget everything which is unhappy to me

argh! :'(

Sick

2011-07-30T08:54:00.002+08:00

im sick sick sick :(

asthma again.. haihx.

hope faster recover ><

so hard to breath wa!

ltr gotta go classmate's BBQ

duno can tahan or not >.<

hope everything is fineeeee......

friend

2011-07-27T23:19:00.002+08:00

Are friends can be trusted ?

sometime i found that they will betray me

even though best friend also same haihx.

why is life like that ?

hope that i can start my new life at another place which people dont know me

i really need a person to talk to ?

friend ? is it only jz a partner of company ?

what can i do ?

BAD DAY

2011-07-25T18:24:00.002+08:00

GO TO HELL LA !

kurang ajar punya anak.

people got tuition then kurang ajar there bath til so long !

almost 1 hour inside toilet !

KAM PUI AH!

kom kam betul!

eat shit la pls.!

such a bitches.!

FUCK my life! hope i faster move to miri la !

=.= stay at here make me more headache !

uncomfortable !

urhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pissed me off !

happy day

2011-07-24T17:48:00.019+08:00

ytd was my happy day ^.^

1st.. morning i hv scl frm 8 to 130..

after that me n dad go uk.

coz i wanna buy something~

heh.. dad bought me a new speaker ytd~

i was so damn happy !

and something which iron shirt one ?? smart but exp jor :x

around 5 like that jz back home loh~

then, around 730

we having dinner at tiara hotel ^^

its a buffet haha..

i dont eat much

mostly wad i ate was dessert hahaha :D

i gt some pictures here ^^

me n brother ~ he doesnt look at the camera coz he looking at the frog or something ~

me me me and me me me~ LOL

me and my crazy brother ^^

is it nice ? ermmmm ~

me loh dis..my sis was looking at me~

act cute ?

cute brother :D

hoho :DD

my beloved daddy~

i think dis the cutest :D

cute ? :)

sot sot hehe

me and my brother :D

i love my daddy~~~~~

bad result

2011-07-21T19:08:00.003+08:00

:'( i hv a bad result T^T

i hate it ~ haihs

so sad why am i so.... :x

i only hope that i can get all past...

:'((( haih!

jia you lah!

im so down down down now....

谢谢你对我那么好

晚安了各位～

2011-07-19T16:13:00.001+08:00

wa shit i need to retest acc and moral !

freak i past but need get A or B !

tml exam sejarah and science !

:(((((((

2011-07-17T13:46:00.002+08:00

ytd go ken's b'day jor.

at oldtown hahaha :D

well. having fun and gossip gossip ~

i jz feel like so fon hahaa :DD

this is my crazy cousin :)

handsome right ? he sot sot one ;)

got a lot of pics again ~ v those friends haha

stupid person

2011-07-15T18:10:00.002+08:00

Do i care if u want guai lan v me ?

oh great sorry ya non of my business now

is yr choice ~

i did nothing and now want cari pasal v me ?

pls la go to hell.

like i care so much~~~

lalalalalalla~~~

i care about my life den ok edi!

oh dont say i selfish ~

at least im not so 38 about yr freaking life.

u gave me a really bad feels.

u in love ? i doesnt care. i jz wish u to be happy~

and i feels it was so fast for u to love another girl ?

then i think. u're changed. so i decide. not to believe u anymore.

one thing - it was freaking sad when i heard u're in love v another girl.

but now. im ok and open~

why not if i in love ? u jz bu shuang and scold me like a pig ?

gosh. i hate your attitude. reallY~

LIES. is such a stupid things ever in my life.

this world jz not only u one guy.

think~ i wont give up the forest jz because of u dis leave ? HAHA

so. not worth for me.

too bad !!!!!!! ~

shocked

2011-07-10T19:03:00.002+08:00

wuu!!!!!

my KG!

drop frm 45 to 35.5 WTH!

im dying ! hahahaha~~ well

its time to study =.=

nx nx weak trial kali OMG

i scared :S

good luck all :P

LOVE !

2011-07-03T12:47:00.001+08:00

i am finding this :(

i love this so damn much ehhh!

where else can find this except for KLIA n SG ?

pls pls i want! :D

i regret i dint buy at KLIA ~ ee.

a better day

2011-06-24T18:36:00.003+08:00

my heart is not like u guys boys

say change then change in jz a min or a second

hurt ? yes jz now i am.

but why ? ask myself.

for what ? why wan to waste tiers on dis big head ?

and yet im glad that im starting to hate someone

(but not u girl, u did ntg to me, why should i hate u ?)

what can i do ? i have nothing!

but i want my spm result EXCELLENT!

i tell myself, still got a lot of , are better.

i wont bcoz of dis tree give up the whole forest.

crying tiers are gone ~ and now my mind is POSITIVE thinking.

i ask god. is this a revenge for me ?

i accept it :D :') at least i experience something hard to achieve ~

btw im going to tuition bye bye :DD

祝你幸福～

2011-06-19T19:14:00.002+08:00

This 3 days 2nite study camp..

i hv learn a lot of new things..

i know how to change myself.

i know how to control myself too..

and i know about myself.

this is so cool~

if u cant forget those bad feeling in yr mind.

just try this.

close yr eye, think nothing.

count until 10... open yr eyes...

Bad feeling all gone :)

now i want to cheer up..

SPM is coming soon and i want to get straight A's if i can do it..

i will try my best practice practice and practice..

today is father's day..

is too bad i dint wish him, bcoz im scared.

and he was so tired. i just dont want to disturb him

just try my best to listen to what he said. help him.

and.. jz now i hv a sad things happens on me.

i jz try to avoid thinking..

but it really hurt my heart.

if dont know anything den dont make story about me..

i will feel so bad argh.

now i will less online..

study study and study :)

tata all.. :D take care lurh~

shoess

2011-06-01T19:08:00.002+08:00

i want this!!! OMG <3

hope i can find it in kk.. the green one..

but not the color xD pink!

:DD pls let me get that! :)

2011-05-30T00:45:00.002+08:00

i hope my sick recover soon..

its been months... :(

vomiting everynite now....

suffering haihs... :(

2011-05-22T22:50:00.002+08:00

haihs

jz feel like freaking sad.

shit punya.

what do u wan frm me actually.

u changed! frm ytd i confirm n i realized.

u are still childish. hey

watch on yr age.

how old are u.

can u be mature ?

oh gosh. and do u know what is the meaning of love ?

or u jz knw how to love but dont knw the meaning.

if yes gosh gonna sweat me off ==

pls! u make me stress!

im wasted a lot of tiers on u!

one day my tiers will dry for u!.

oh great!!! -OFF-

Hope i pass every subject dis year.

dis time exam's result need to meet parents.

oh my.. dead. x.x

2011-05-14T11:36:00.003+08:00

i love dis :D haha..

i hv a new pic :D

i love this pic so damn muchie. aha! s.s

duno wad to write so jz upload some pics.. haha :D

dont mind yah~

Suffer life

2011-05-06T20:16:00.002+08:00

I just get stress because of those extra classes :(

really make people tiring ~

i hope i can do something better in my result

just hope this last year of secondary school can get something useful.

jz feel like concentrate on my study.

i dont want to let my parents disappointed and also do something useful for myself too...

this few days less online already..

mostly weekend just online while..

less out also. no time to let me out.

in my mind now is jz study study n study..~

schooling is killing me..

8 - 5:15

x.x dead~

and then folio again that..

gonna pass up next week.

i jz hope i can relax for jz a while but i dont know how

any suggestion frm u all ? :)

teach me how to get a better result for it..

FRIENDS

i hope u all can get a better result too..

wish me kay ;)

i realize that i dont hate anyone..

its useless to use my energy to hate..

meaningless right.

they are humans. we are too.

what for to hate humans~ what for to hate ourselves / myself ?

huhu~ dont think too much yah~

SPM still got 191 days omg that is freaking fast :O

we have to catch the time not time catch us :(

haha i know my eng broken but.. its ok lah ;)

hope u all like it btw..

take care.

~Love :(

2011-04-25T19:35:00.006+08:00

This city is noisy at night
People are like a clock that is fast
This is not the emotion I want
Even the cheap makeup is too thick
This feeling, I do not know how to express it.

The flashing neon lamps
Are just like short-lived smiles
Can you give me one minute
To quietly communicate with you
Beloved, I am really not the same as them

Few words, I am naturally slow and mature
It is not that I do not wish to hold your hand
It is just that I am waiting for you to smile and nod
To you I am gentle

Please don’t blame me for being quiet shy slow, for looking for reasons to hug
I am really in love with not saying much, being courageous and speaking loudly

Happiness goes on show, the drama is mildly sweet and I lightly taste your face
Happy and prominently we stick to each other(‘s bodies)
Happiness does not hide from being suspicious; we live in each other’s heart, day by day piling up our longing

The ending is fresh; in the story we will walk together for a long distance
Going through it perfectly once through, love is fresh from the oven, I lightly bite down on forever

Whatever you want I actually actually know that love should be held loosely
On the bicycle pulling against the wind there is no need for red eyes; too much applause is a kind of vanity you know this too
I do not know how to weave that beautiful dream but I will let you be pampered and the sincerity given will be put to good use

2011-02-19T21:32:00.002+08:00

im hv a nice day dis few days

happiness come to me :D

and i love him so so much

i hope i can change to a better and best girl for him?

wuuuuu no romance lol

and also hope i can get a better result in dis year..

give all those people who see down me one a shocked?

oh yea.. everyone in my class are improving..

and me? i hope im too..

jz gonna cheer huhu~ dont be lazy den can achieve :)

talk bout valentine day?

oh.. i have a great time with him however morning til noon i hv scl :(

haha.. at nite go his house eat dinner..

hv a nice dinner ever :D

FUN

bout cap goh mei..

i go out with him and his bro n his bro's gf around 9 p.m.

oh .. all our shoes, pants and clothes get dirty..

and our foot feels painful and tired..

but we have a nice day. hoho.

we back around 2a.m @.@ haha

i know very late..bt many people late go back than us..

huhu go back eat something den zZz le haa :D

and today? bored day ever..

no current for 3 hours..

jz now the wire gt sparks..

OMG so scary mah..

HOT AND DARK night....

erm.... im finish talking. haha.

speechless le.. so how bout u all's life?

is it happy ? bored ? sad ? piece off ? or normal ?

haha.. ;)

sayonara ~

2011-01-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

我很讨厌幼稚的男人

讨厌玩电动游戏的

让我觉得很厌烦

很没有安全感

会让我比一天又一天的讨厌

真像长不大的小孩

我真的很希望他不会变成这样

说也说不听无言

2011-01-06T22:53:00.002+08:00

我有好多心事啊

哎～真的很多

很烦也很头痛

就觉得什么事都变了

不再像以前一样了 :(

我还真希望时间能倒流

像以前那么快乐自在

真希望有人能听我诉苦

真希望有人了解我的心情

我知道我很s.s 哎～

Whatsoever lah..

不管那么多了，只知道现实世界很复杂

开学的第一个星期就那么头痛了

不用说以后下次了啦

就这样了散了 :( 晚安了

2011-01-02T18:41:00.001+08:00

TMD !

why everything blame it on me!?

not my fault also blame it on me!

CCB...!

like dis de family also got meh!

pls fuck off my life!

2010-12-01T01:16:00.001+08:00

想要听故事吗？

如果想的话就继续看吧

你们相信朋友吗？

可是我不相信

因为

我有一个朋友那时后刚认识不久

是我以前的好朋友介绍的

算还讲的来

突然有一天

我的亲戚喜欢我的好朋友

刚认识不久的朋友也喜欢她

有一天好朋友就跟亲戚在一起

就这样，在一起不久之后刚认识不久的朋友知道了

就很生气你们知道后来怎么回事吗？

刚认识不久的朋友就生气我，在背后说我，等等

这我就很生气了不知道为什么怪到我头上

气死了然后他就和他几个朋友说我，总之就是不好的了

之到现在，我还是讨厌他们真的很烂像垃圾

如果再给我遇到他们的话真的很想一巴掌塞过去

连狗都不如的家伙

没用～

这是今年发生的

所以我只相信自己，家人，还有我最爱的他

我会尊敬，珍惜对我好的人

但不是朋友，我完全不信任朋友了

“出卖，讲，恨，忘记 ” 这都是我现在的想法

爱护你的人才是你永远的靠山...

2010-11-26T14:49:00.003+08:00

i dont know..

why u always misunderstand me or yuan wang me

and u never give me time to explain it..

i would never think like tat before

its u yourself think too much

dont blame ppl who dont know anything..

u should think properly

not others people hurt u but is u hurt yourself dont u know tat?

and u dont know u also will hurt people when u saying something to the person

u will never know..

dont always feel tat u hurt, others people too.

think of other people feeling when u gonna to say something to the person

and i jz hv to be silent and u dont know how much u hurt my feeling

tats cnt be pronouns out dont u know?

try to think back what u had said.

2010-11-22T16:25:00.001+08:00

N.O.B.O.D.Y. C.A.R.E.S

DO YOU KNOW HOWS THE FEEL?

-DOWN~ SAD~

2010-11-16T20:34:00.002+08:00

long time dint update my blog edi~

jz thinking nx year wan move to k.k or not..

:( and i dont know why everyday we keep quarrel~

now also. n so hungry now and gastric

nothing to eat. owh dis is so damn

jz now talk to ash bout her relationship

dizzy~

ah i hv ntg to say man haha.

lolx. wish can go out now

so stress lah. thurs n fri scl somemore

eyer so lazy geh~ anang2 2 days nia

ytd go out v him :) hoho

feels good . took some pics.

i will update ltr :) and we ate alot of thing huhu miss dis moment

and yet follow his car back tut tut~~

xD we go seasport somemore. syok eh

tat time's weather was so good :)

2day jz stay at home. do nothing slp -

bcome pig jor me ngok ngok~

and yet i hate dis scl

i wan faster buy iphone 4!!!! ah~ siao edi jor~

moody

2010-11-07T23:37:00.001+08:00

actually wan to ask u something..

but seem like nx week u go wadever wad bsb.

everything = nothing.

SO MOODY now..

im disappointed n upset!

speechless! OFF-

无聊

2010-11-04T20:59:00.001+08:00

只有你明白我有多珍贵～ :')

谢谢你～

从不看不起我的人～

2010-10-31T20:18:00.001+08:00

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，總是喜歡叫你小妹妹，可每次心裏感到脆弱的時候還是會用姐姐來稱呼你

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，雖然想聽你對他說「親愛的」，其實心裏更願意聽的是「你個死人頭，跑到了哪?」

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，雖然有很長一段時間他看不到你，但你會發現他的手機裏保存的全是你發給他的曖昧的資訊。

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，他會故意說要你給他唱歌聽，其實他更喜歡的是你和他在溫柔的爭執的可愛的脾氣。

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，他雖然說不在乎你和別的男孩交往，可是每當陌生的男人和你接觸時，他會偷偷地將眉毛鎖在一起

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，他不怕你生氣，怕的是你生了氣發了脾氣後依然不去理會他，男孩的感情也同樣細膩。

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，每天他的腦子裏裝的全是你，就連走路的時候摔了一個跟頭，起來後拍拍身上的灰塵嘴角卻依然挂著微笑，因為他在惦記著你。

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，他會把你的相片放在他的錢包裏，時刻帶在身上處處陪著你

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，坐在公車上也會想起那份和你在一起的擁擠，因為他喜歡聽你近距離的呼吸。

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，他在吃飯的時候目光都是呆滯的，對面沒有了你，嘴裏的飯是沒有滋味的。

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，他會省下吃飯的錢，打個電話給遠方的你

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，他會把別的女孩子寫給他的情書偷偷藏起，因為他的心裏只有你。

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，他每天的生活都會很積極，因為他希望自己愛的女孩看到的是陽光的自己。

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，晚上躺在床上的時候會情不自禁地去猜測你這一天到底過的好不好，為什麼自己沒有打噴嚏是不是你沒有輕易地把他想起。

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，他會數著星星在找你的星座，因為你勾起了他漫漫的思緒。

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，他不會輕易地把自己脆弱的一面展現給你，雖然他還不能給予你什麼，但他會盡他最大的努力來保護你。

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，他也會在他最最無助的時候想起你，不是想要你幫他什麼，只是希望你不要擔心他自己。

♥ 真正愛你的男孩，他會把他的第一滴為女孩子哭泣的眼淚給你，因為他是那麼的珍惜你。

a piece off day

2010-10-31T18:04:00.005+08:00

i very very very hate those ppl like to judge people..

like shyt! piece me off!

say say say only.

mouth very big like frog meh?!

LOOK AT YOURSELF FRS LAH!

know la u rich so?!

2day n ytd dint go ttn den talk bout me la?

_|_ take dis!

i also gt my own reason de la k!

2pid bangala girl!

so obvious la! knw la u hv geng!

so??

do i care n do i scared?

oh im so scared!!!!!! like an ant!

shyt la! feel like wan to throw shyt to yr face!

2pid girl! go die n go to hell la!!!!

sien dao si. wonder why god want to give a person like u come in dis world!

oh yea i 4get bout it..!! dis world is FAIR!

gt bads n goods~~~~

and PLS SHUT UP YOUR MOUTH!

tai ling gong!

2010-10-30T21:46:00.002+08:00

i know i am not a perfect gf for u..

and u no need to say me like very worst.

u dont even know hows da hurt.

2day dont know why i am so moody..

da hold day..

those secrets are killing me..

dont even hv mood to eat..

and jz now..

i go to labuan steamboat eat..

oh gosh tat was so terrible !

tell u i wanna vomit ~

im not going to there anymore.....

dont understand why so many ppl go there eat

GOD!

oh yea 2day dint go scl for da bengkel..

am dead monday..

sure scolded by principle oh shyt yea

_|_ neh la. ngok ngok~

sien edi.. frm 4 frm 4 frm 4 oni kena diao.

2pid~

slpy now @.@

should i go slp now?

erm... btw gudnite all :)

will update 1 or 2 days~~ ;)

2010-10-28T02:07:00.005+08:00

im tired but..cnt slp :(

suffering haihs..

i hope tml can go scl and..

hope can find a better doctor

finally exam is over... huhu

time to relax. oh yea nx year SPM

time run so fast siao le...

and yet mayb i think i hurted him?

:( im sorry about tat...

but.. im nt purposely to do tat..

i knw wad i doing..

its midnite now...........

dont know wait for wad ...... ~.~

my bday party

2010-10-13T21:09:00.003+08:00

ytd was my b'day

i celebrate at pizza hut :)

im happy bcoz i hv alot of friends wish me n also i wont 4get my lovely one my dear :)

ytd after scl around 430 he came my house..

he brings a big box come down frm car n walk forward me @.@~

happy - huhu~

and yet he gave me 1 big teddy bear n 1 duno wad lai de but it is so cute aww ~

i love u my dear and thx for everything!

without u my bday is not perfect ;)

then around 620 we go take my cake n go pizza le

huhu~ and yet i get alot of presents ~

love it very much... duno why the most present tat i like is my dear gib de..

ahaha.. surprise me! will always remember 121010 ~ huhu~

we took some pictures.. i will upload later ;) hehe..

or can go to my fb see ah~ haha.. welcome de~ ;)

im so tired now huhu~

my jimu sick n i need to take care of my lil sis n bro..

oh gosh they are so disturbing

and my lil bro keep ply da fish game frm morning til nite @.@

god~ so small edi know how to ply computer game le..

tml... scl...and 2day i dint go scl..

guess tml will be very boring... bored n bored!

ahhh! final exam is coming soon

cham~ i hope i can get better result in dis time exam..

fighting!

2010-10-06T02:58:00.001+08:00

im so sad..now cnt slp

haihs..

everything back to normal again :'(

im hurt now..

muz jia you muz....~

:'( haihs sad..

totally sad......

2010-10-04T19:47:00.002+08:00

u dont know how sad am i :'(

im sick somemore..

no one cares :D huhu

everytime is not my wrong

but always my wrong..

haihs.. wad u wan me to do rite now?

im ady stand it..

but then one day it will fall..

so hurt now.. no reply

nvm..nw u are taking exam..

i wont disturb u..

everytime u scold i also will stand.

jz hope dint spoiled yr mood..

im freaking sad do u knw?

NO u will never know.....

2010-10-03T18:20:00.002+08:00

Crab~

im sick 2day :( duno tml can go scl or nt..

aihs~ hou long tong......gastric lagi == suffer..

haihs :( so long edi dint sick..

hate it hate it hate it man...

i hope will get well soon~ :(

oh yea... it sux.. 0.0

ntg impossible ?

ouwh gosh..

feel like dying now dis..

haihs!

SCHOOL?

2010-10-03T03:14:00.002+08:00

Sometime i think dis scl is crazy..

need to pass up homework in sunday..

wth?

nw i am headache + flu.

gosh...

jz nw dream about ACC..

TOO stress edi.. ltr need wake up early.

gtg bye :)

now im so moody totally cnt smile...

nvm i jz put a smile face so tat ppl who see dis post can smile..

2010-09-30T20:38:00.003+08:00

im headache :((

haihs..

i feel so hate those people..duno why

omg they so =.= man

arh dun care la.. is their attitude.

but sometime so "betahan"

gosh... tml need pass up acc project..

so stress arh!

如果真的爱上一个人

你会不在意他的外表好不好看

穷或富，肥或瘦，高或矮....

这才叫真心

如果爱上的是外表“美／帅”

这不叫爱，这只是要面子

有个美的女朋友，帅的男朋友

别人才会看得起是吗？

见多了～

Sad Day~

2010-09-28T20:41:00.002+08:00

heart break shows how much u hurt me.

its true tat i lie u til u wan to keep in heart...

:'( frs time u said like dis to me..

am i so worst like as u said?

actually i dint lie u..bt u keep say i lie u

dis is for wad? im so sad rite now..

i feel like i cnt trust anyone..

even my BFFs

im 100% sad.. :(

u really very hurt me.

my heart is sour and in pain now...broken..

i dont know why.. bcoz of dis u wan to break?

is u dint find me but still everything my wrong.

why u never know everything true den jz make a different with it?

im so freaking sad.argh~

im nt feel like finding anyone rite now..

jz leave me alone here in dis place at dis time in dis mood..

i jz see how much can u misunderstand me and how long ~

jz stand for it.. but one day.. i will fall..

make sure make a decision tat is no regret and is true.

忙碌的一天

2010-09-24T22:12:00.005+08:00

脚割伤了

哎～他不理我

== 没关系

肚子好饿哦

明天还要去学校

真累啊～

无话可说了～

S-T-R-E-S-S

2010-09-22T23:02:00.004+08:00

haihs

so down now :(

so many homework need to do..

acc project still hv many hvnt do yet..

friday need pass up edi..so stress :(

and yet nx week exam aih~ :(

8th oct.. exam 2 weeks..

its final exam well.. busy day now

really so cham~

i FAILED my BM n Moral gosh @.@

hate it hate it!!!!! grrr..

hope dis final exam can do well n get a better result

gambateh huhU~

maybe will less update bcoz of exam n homework..

after final exam will update :)

take care...

2010-09-22T23:02:00.002+08:00

haihs

so down now :(

so many homework need to do..

acc project still hv many hvnt do yet..

friday need pass up edi..so stress :(

and yet nx week exam aih~ :(

8th oct.. exam 2 weeks..

its final exam well.. busy day now

really so cham~

i FAILED my BM n Moral gosh @.@

hate it hate it!!!!! grrr..

hope dis final exam can do well n get a better result

gambateh huhU~

maybe will less update bcoz of exam n homework..

after final exam will update :)

take care...

2010-09-19T16:38:00.001+08:00

i will try my best to make u happy my dear..

eventhough we always quarrel..

but i will always love u :))

aww..xP

2010-09-18T23:50:00.004+08:00

说别人的坏话...自己心里很清楚

请你们不要再说我的dear 了

不然我对你们不客气

别以为你们是有钱人我就不敢

得罪我的人没一个有好下场

白痴～

2010-09-18T23:21:00.002+08:00

im sad now :(

nobody will care me..

:(( dear also no care me..

:'( 孤单～

dis few days my leg alegic again :(

all bad things happens on me

wad can i do now?

nothing i can do =(

全世界的人都很喜欢误会我

排斥我恨我

im born to make u all happy

thx for those people who likes me loves me..

jz like my family my true frens my loves.

i will appreciate it :(

i will be ok later on

jz smile to cover my sadness

help me to cheer k ? :S

2010-09-16T23:36:00.008+08:00

oh yea new story xP

ytd gt 2 kitten hide under my bed jor :(

dont even feel it n slp v them god~ @.@

keep hear cat's sound euw~ ==.

there's some pics xP

Guess wads tat? xP

Kitten hide inside my plastic bag jor :( scared me xP

They sayang owh cute kan? ahaha!

kacau~

2day go out v him jor xP

around 730 jz back apenii so late jor..

bt syok xP n then tml wan go scl do acc project T_T

cham cham le haihs~

need slp early bt cnt haha

dear hai de lo!!!!!! :P

2010-09-15T01:59:00.002+08:00

14 of sept is mum bday

and i forget it hw can i forget it?

im so useless!!!

keep thinking 14 is wad date..

:( im so sad rite now..

suddenly so miss her.. =((

very sad..

nobody know my feeling NOBODY

haihs.. im feel like im useless...is so useless...

so tong ku aaa :'(

feel like meet mum rite now..

dont even care wad happen jz wan to meet her =(

2010-09-14T01:30:00.004+08:00

12 sept is our 5 months..

da next day we go kai kai at uk and seasport.

oh yea tats was so bored for us..

around 1130-530 go back home..

omg i spent his money so many ==..

i will pay back feel so sorry to him

and also my bank acc suddenly the money gone

my dad was so angry with it..

oh my.... i hv speechless bcoz i dint take for so long..

mayb can be hack? hmm.. dont so soi den ok le lurh..

yesterday my bro hv chickenporks..

eyer...so kelian him dis ><"

scl reopen nx week le..

so fast..my homework havent even done yet

so i decide tml wan to do it :)

dis holiday so bored leh...hate it...bt can relax...wuhuu

scl reopen exam again waseh wan die edi lorh!

hope scl flood again xD no need to study wuhuuu!

syok~ XP jz now i did new blog skin..

hope u all like it :P

finally wan to say i love him so much

2010-09-02T22:01:00.002+08:00

最近我睡不着

就算睡得着也是在半夜3－4 点

根本都不够睡

一直做恶梦，好恐怖 =(

好怕，很累但不敢再睡下去

现在又是考试周末

真是头痛～

我和他又吵架了好几天

都没完全复合

真的很烦，很头痛

好多好多坏事发生在我身上

好像好多恶魔～

希望等下能睡～ =(

2010-08-25T20:54:00.002+08:00

如果说这世界不够完美不够好

一定是在等我们亲手给它变得美好

就像爱看起来会那么少一定是

在等我们一起勇敢的寻找一起找到

一片片落叶为开出个花园

手牵手捱过整个冬天

每只蝴蝶为了飞

为了翩翩起舞先做一个茧

最美海岸线总是要很蜿蜒

才足够让人忘返流连

你的身边要不是

比天边还遥远勇气怎么出现

当我终于住进你的心里

分享同一个世界

身后错过痛过漫长情节

都变甜美

只有我了解这幸福感觉

美得值得去付出一切

能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你

感谢我每滴眼泪

只有你明白我有多珍贵

好得值得你为我改变

请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容

一天一天到永远那一天

Yeh 爱上你有多幸运

像是天使的礼物

我们不要辜负这幸福

一定要更加幸福

如果爱真的是那么的少

我们就

一起守护我们得来不易的爱不被打扰

当你终于走到我的面前

完整所有的画面

就算苦辣酸甜尝过一遍

只剩喜悦

像是大雨过后晴朗的天宽阔而耀眼

每个黎明都需要有夜成全

往回看每兜一个圈

每一条迂回的曲线

都是为爱上你必须留的伏线

Guess wad song? :)

i love dis song so much coz so meaningful for me..

jz wanna share haha..

dis few days exam owhh so hard ehh!

i scared fail~~ arh! stress ehh~

2010-08-15T13:27:00.003+08:00

ytd was a very nice memory :)

i v him go chiwen ply bsb wakaka

i knw i duno hw to ply xD i jz ply for shuang :D

very happy ^^ ply frm 3pm til 530pm like tat

den find for car =.= no transport..

den around 6pm gt a gor gor help us :)

duno who lai de o.O den gt car back liao wuu

tq for da jiu bing ^^

i love him much much~~ :))♥

but now we seem like quarrel de ><"

erm i duno hw liao =.= haihhh

n oso now i so suffering in pain now

sakit perut eh..><' like wan die oo

even stay at aircon room oso will sweating..

i jz need rest..sowie for x find..

i knw he is angry now :✗

GOD BLESS ME ❤

2010-07-30T18:46:00.002+08:00

废人不做废事

没手没脚的人都可以独立

自己站起来

表演给大家看

何况是我们？？他们可以做到

为什么我们不可以？

昨天下大雨，学校盐水 xD

无聊，无话可说了！

2010-07-19T23:28:00.002+08:00

我现在很需要一个人

不管是谁，总之可以听我说心事的

现在我好伤心

别可怜我！

这世界上还有很多比我可怜的人

我的人生是属于孤单的

每当需要人的时候

就是没有一个可以陪我

妈妈不在身边了？不需要你们可怜

我一点都不可怜

我不需要你们

我自己一定可以

我的人生是黑白的

2010-07-11T14:53:00.002+08:00

昨天～

他送了我一个粉红色的ipod

这ipod我一直都很想要

他突然的那么送给我

我好兴奋！好开心！

开心到什么话都说不出来

我很想感激他

真的很谢谢你！谢谢谢谢谢谢～我爱你！

明天我要去亚比了

拜二就回了哦

我现在好闷啊！

好期待每一个明天 :) 我爱他就这样没原因 :)

2010-07-08T21:32:00.002+08:00

我很失望＋头痛＋很烦！（stress）

我不懂为什么我需要你的时候

你却不在我身边

我以为，你可以想办法帮我加油

但～你却告诉我你很忙吗？

哎～算了吧

我有很多心事

我不要你的最后一秒

刚才～朋友的妈妈告诉我关于到“大肚子”老师

她尽然敢说我坏话？

说我fail到完全科目

鸡蛋啦！我最讨厌人家制造故事

我想对她说“我有吗？如果有的话，证据呢？”

我有不注重学业吗？

请你不要乱说！真是给你活活气死

我知道你大肚子啦

可是也不可以乱乱说人吧？

请你照照镜子吧！想起你所说的谎言

“不是一句对不起就能证明一切”

THINK BEFORE U SAY..USE YR BRAIN TO THINK!

如果别人说你，你会怎样呢？

真是恶魔！

blogger..我只能和你说心事了

没人要听我说心事

或另外的原因就是“没时间”

2010-07-06T18:23:00.008+08:00

S.S lo. 没有老师～好无聊啊！

星期六的课～

哈哈～

今天很衰！鸡蛋！

不公平的老师烂！

就算大肚子也不能乱乱骂人吧？

针对我吗？扫赔啦！

气死我！

够不想在这学校读！但舍不得他><>

我跟他又和好了把恶魔赶走了耶！

hurray! 这星期考试～

所以有点忙～我看了ecplise~

好好看！啊～哈哈～

写到这了～

2010-06-26T18:25:00.002+08:00

yay~ finally become happy back :)
DEVILS go go away :D
xixi~ hope u all oso can be happy every day ya :)
these picture is yesterday and jz now de hoho
i knw nt nice bt...haha i jz wan to keep it as a memory
huhu~ and few days happen so many thing tat makes me amazing xixi
ehm~ tat a secret? heh..
and and...i bought a new barbie eye lens frm internet wakaka :)
love it so so so much ^.^ grey in color~
but i hv bad things too...:(
report card day is coming..haih..and i hv alot of FAILS
i duno hw to face my dad >.<" aih~
he sure disappointed why is it me get da result like dis..
aihhh~ stress leh...moral need to do 6 esei!
and tats not easy for me..its hard :(
and i jz done 2 esei..huhu~ monday need pass up le.
hope i can finish it by tml..everything will be ok :D

2010-06-20T00:04:00.002+08:00

功课多到像山那样
最多的是acc和scs啦
闲的～
刚才到现在都还没做完
要死了我
明天又要去补习
哪有时间做丫
最近心情又开始不好了
讨厌死了
每天都吵架
我真的是很。。。无话可说啦
也随便啦。。
气死我了，不想说这个了
假期快结束啦～
现在只能开始读书了
等下就要继续做我的功课了
拜拜～

2010-06-10T19:26:00.001+08:00

现在头真的很痛
已经几个小时了
还是还没好
感觉到头快爆炸了
现在就给我冷静一下
真想失意一下
很多事情你根本都不知道
下雨吧！！！雨声让我冷静
明天去美里了
三天～假期的时间快结束了
功课又一大堆烦死了啦！

2010-06-09T19:11:00.002+08:00

现在老天爷下雨了＝哭了
打雷＝生气
天黑黑＝心情不好
天气晴朗＝开心
天暗＝睡觉
现在。。头痛
等下才跟你聊心事吧～

2010-06-08T22:11:00.008+08:00

我没用 我没用 我没用 ！
T^T 我好伤心～ o(´^｀)o Kanashii
簿落各！ 我又来和你说心事了
其实，我一直在想“为什么我要去伤害别人，却没想过别人的感受呢？”
我很内疚。。
我能做什么？？
帮朋友？：无 ：
帮家人？：无 ：
帮别人？：无 ：
我什么都不是，什么都不会
像刚出生的宝宝
所以，我想到了个笨方法。。
就是不跟任何人说其实我心里很难过
只要在他人的面前办得很坚强
用笑来遮住我的软弱
现在真的很想死了算了
大家也会好过。。说不定。。没有了我，大家会过得根根好。。幸福快乐的～多美好不是吗？看看吧～我还能笑耶～心～还蛮痛的啦
不过还好，我可以的～
下午，没事情做就拍了张照～
好了～我就写到这儿了
ヾ(*´・ω・`*)晚安咯！Oyasumi ^_^

2010-06-03T18:52:00.004+08:00

不知道为什么这几天好多好多恶魔在我身边

心情超级烂的！
烂得我很想变成恶魔了！
如果我真的变成恶魔的话，我不知道该怎么办了！
我的小天使不见了！它去那里了去那里了！
现在我好没心情也没信心根本，都没人了解我的心情
一个都没有
只想一个人静一静～

2010-06-02T11:51:00.006+08:00

我现在的心情超失落的
不想说什么
和你们分享一下假期的我
在我的世界发生了好多好多事
等下要陪朋友去uk回来的时候才upload照照吧
我无话可说现在很hurt
下次再upload赛车的照照吧！
睡了哦很晚了晚安～

我咯！奇怪的是厕所没得锁耶～哈哈～厕所！冲凉的！漂亮吧？哈哈有电视～
我们在山打根住在名叫"swiss-in"酒店，一晚RM250 贵死了啦！
爸爸说好吃^^哈哈这是罗，哈哈好吃！
奶油虾哦！哈哈
好料哦！龙虾和不知什么面。哈哈
爸爸在拿食物
这是terminal太多人等船了，所以我们用uncle的船去menumbok

我的心好痛好痛
我不敢说
我要加油一定要加油
一定要过这恶魔关
老天爷好像和我玩生死关游戏
好难好难
这次我不会放弃的
我只想一个人静一静
“哭”是解决不了事情
我决定不能哭佳玉加油加油
你能办到！我能办到！
可是，眼泪就是不听话
一直下雨，雨神！请让我的雨停下吧
我的头好痛，真想放弃
但我不能！不能！！
老天爷注定我一定要爱上他
我不懂不懂真的不懂
是我害了他吗？为什么我觉得他变了？
为什么！？

2010-05-28T00:53:00.002+08:00

tml i go sandakan lurh....i means later...early morning
urh...10 hours >< i can imagine it jz sit inside da car ==.
wuhuhuh~tuesday then back le lurh...
go k.k while shopping...
i go sandakan because wan to accompany my dad c da race car huhu~
;) bt i oso wan to c lah heh..boring oso in labuan..
labuan is too BIG
i'll miss u guy heh...especially him wakaka :D
i will write blog after coming back labuan..
coz i dint bring my lappy go there coz too heavy ><"
(人*・ω・)★=== good night ===★(・ω・*人)
and oso (＠ﾟ▽ﾟ@)ﾉ~~~bai bai <3 sayonara :D -☆

2010-05-26T22:43:00.002+08:00

i wn die le :'(
eheehe no lah jkjk siao aa..xD
1st time liu bi xue dis..wuuuu @.@ sakai eh me >< xD
duno y suddenly liu bi xue? sot sot geh >< hahaha
sempat lagi i take pic kan huhu~
geli >< bt alot da blood came out @.@ sot geh
i knw it looks so scary >< ehehhee..dont c lorh ! post shuang nia
fan zhen i hv ntg to write n bored d =.= :D
erm..tml is teacher's day~ huhu hope can be happy :D
dis few days always quarrel v him duno why owh..
i means dis month!! >< maybe soi month ba?
ehe :D bt then he hao le :D happy happy!!! ^.^
（　´∀｀）write til here aa :D bai bai love
☆⌒(*^-ﾟ)ﾉ~♪ see you again ♪~ヾ(ﾟ-^*)⌒☆

2010-05-24T13:20:00.006+08:00

2day dint go scl >< sick~
urhh...worst worst..
n ntg to do at home :( bored~~
aaa~~ i miss chocolate yaw~!
hope can get well soon then can eat chocolate xD
sien sien sien..hahaha...flu :'(
n having asthma now..omg..soo hard to breath !
die le die le :((
SIEN! no one pei me euw! frens all at scl..
nw v my grandma xD she watching movie now xD :D

2010-05-23T09:40:00.002+08:00

I'm sick @.@ .....
haihs...xing ku ehh...cought like hell
my class lah...da aircon ady very cold still wan open fan.
kimek! and i sit under aircon again tat..wtF
猪就是猪
and i duno tml can go scl or not dis..exam again tat wahsehh~
sei liao la >< haihs.
welll~~~ having a bad day :(( sieness
and and ytd having sunburn again..walao @@. speechless
ytd ply bowling v eric, meaw , him and me :D
fun fun fun! huhuhU~ k lah i hv ntg to write == LOL
bai bai~ ^^ hope i can get well soon~

2010-05-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

jz came back frm dosett jz now v frens..
well i was unhappy..bcoz of HE!
i think he is angry me now..and he dont wan tell me wad he angry.
its ok its ok jz tat hurt!
and i call him he doesn't pick up..so..i decided to not call anymore.
this makes me piece off.
angry + sad. its ok! i dont tell anyone wad happen about this.
but they all seems like knw wad happen between me n him.
haih..dont care lah..i dun wan to care. n im tired n headache!
no one knw no one cares! :'( good~ very very good.

2010-05-09T22:46:00.003+08:00

~FOR YOU~ `please dont go` my fav song :'(

This is.. This is..

You know this is tu~tu~.. 2NE1

When I encounter you

My heart becomes a Rollercoaster Ride.

It rocks up and down then it comes back

Up and down

Yes I’m goin down down.

Our relationship

That never stops spinning,

It’s confusing and mindless

When you’re around

I laugh mindlessly.

But the moment when we’re apart

I become depressed, I must be crazy.

Tell me why?

Why must we do this?

Perhaps we’re thinking same thing, so Bring it!

My mind is out of control .

I just can’t take it no more.

Tonight I won’t let you go .

I gotta say:

`Chorus`

Please Don´ t Go, Stay by my side.

Tonight, I don’t wanna be alone

Please Don´ t Go, You have to stay.

So my feelings towards you

Can last an eternity, my baby

Let’s ride, ride

Till we reach the opposite side of the night

Let’s fly, fly till the sunrise

1 step and 2 step

To the left, to the left

1 step and 2 step

To the right

Yes, I’m the baddest female Seoul city ever had

Just mail me your feelings with caution

Say what’s on your mind, so I can understand

Tonight, I just wanna stay by your side

Those nights when I can’t sleep,

Feels like an eternity to me.

If you understand my heart,

Then why you wanna leave me?

Can’t hold you back with words

Touch me, hold me. love me, don’t tease me

I like when people are truthful,

That’s just how I’m.

I approached you sincerely

But you ended up avoiding me.

We’re going round n round

I see myself getting tired from waiting.

Two of are repeating it day by day, so bring it!

My mind is out of control .

I just can’t take it no more.

Tonight I won’t let you go .

I gotta say:

`Chorus`

Please Don´ t Go stay by my side.

Tonight, I don’t want to be alone

Please Don´ t Go you have to stay.

So my feelings towards you

Can last an eternity, my baby

Let’s ride, ride

Till we reach the opposite side of the night

Let’s fly, fly

1 step and 2 step

To the left, to the left

1 step and 2 step

To the right

I get insecure when I miss you.

I got scared that you might leave.

But this is a beautiful night when I’m with you.

Please don’t leave, stay my by side

`Chorus`

Please Don´ t Go stay by my side.

Tonight, I don’t want to be alone

Please Don´ t Go you have to stay.

So my feelings towards you

Can last an eternity, my baby

Let’s ride, ride

Till we reach the opposite side of the night

Let’s fly, fly

Till the sunrise

1 step and 2 step

To the left, to the left

1 step and 2 step

To the right

2010-05-09T18:04:00.007+08:00

yesterday nite lorh..ntg to do s.s...:PPP
AaAaAa~~~
feel so syok bcoz jz finished ate lobster!!! xD
sooo nice yum yum~ xD
lolx today so many homework need me to do it ><~~
aihh~ jz like...BUKIT~~
sejarah gt 2 esei need to do..
akaun gt 50 objective 1 eseimaths workbook need to do 2 pages.
most many tat is science ! *sigh*
teks book need to do 7 question n tats not objective is subjective!! workbook need to do 4 question subjective 10 objective!
walao ehhhH!!!!!! MATAI eh me aaa~~
so siennnn lahhhh duhh~
2day ♥ ehehe ....

2010-05-08T20:55:00.003+08:00

心情很烦
我每次都把事情搞砸～
我真是个笨蛋！！啊！
好烦。。真的很烦
没人知～
我不知道现在该怎么办。。
我只能说抱歉。对不起！全都是我的错。
两个朋友都不想伤害
希望可以快点解决这一切
别再问我！别再烦我！
够了！我受够了！
有时，朋友不能相信100% 这是真的～
不想聊了。。真的没心情。。

2010-05-03T08:24:00.004+08:00

well...our cheer leading get last..:((
but...its ok..we have a great time when practicing our dance ^.^
haha..n i hv a bad day on that day :((

——————太公去世了——————
我很伤心。。真的很伤心 T_T
我希望他能安心的走。。

haihs..
bt i having fun v meaw♥,keith and my -tut- ^.^ haha..
then we go see bsb ><..it was so bowink TO ME..hahaha....
so we go back earlier..and so i cant stay too long..
my dady♥ will scold..huhu~
tat day was so tired..so...not so very happy and so hv sad thing happen...
just...cover it with my smile =)
today is school holiday..bowink..
later wan go meaw's house :D around 2:30..ermmm~
k lah...write til here then.....

2010-05-01T12:08:00.009+08:00

2day 6 a.m. jz slp ><..
haih then 10:30 wake up le!!!!
not enough slp~~bt wake up le cnt slp back ><..
2nite need to go dinner v teacher faezel..><.. tml he going back to kk haihs :'( wuuu :'( aaaa....will tell u tonite wad will happen haha..
going to tuition at 1 p.m. ltr til 5 aaaa~~
sure tired like siao..
tml cheer leading loooooO!O!!O!!! aaaaa~~
scared oo! will do my best :)
bye bye :DDD

I THINK U SHOULD SHUT THE FUCK UP! THANK YOU DO NOT ADMIT WHAT U DID!
PIECE OFF!

At tat nite..omg long story...let me tell u :D
first...we have dinner v t.faezel ma at 7:00 P.M
but suddenly rain so tat my dad n siew wen's dad ask to dont go..
coz at MAWILLA .. so siew wen's dady ask me go eat dinner v them around 7:30
then eat eat eat at PULAU LABUAN...so many people ><" full house..hha then around 8 something..they all call me.. ask me gt go mawilla or not..
then i say no...
i think they all talk bad about me n siew wen..
but dont care lah if wan talk TALK IT LOUD!
such a *BITCH* ( cant tahan edi >< )
`BITCHS EATING ON THE BEACH!`urh! sien.
then when we go there..they all IGNORE us..*FUCK*>>>????
all the BOYS so friendly!!! and hw bout all da GIRLS??
omg lan c like shyt eh...cb lah..
freaking shyt..throw shyt one by one to their face tu..so cb
omg omg and...when i eat da food in mawilla..make me lao sai ><" walao ehh..punya....wakaka.. soi lahh! btw i miss t.faezel!! wuu~ he such a good teacher :D -the end- :DD

angry day~

2010-04-29T22:40:00.002+08:00

刚才跟“他”吵架～
为了。。（不知道）
哈哈～可是现在和好了。。他说我变态哦！T—T 哭死了～
啊～！我的脚好疼。。因为那个CHEERLEADING咯
希望能做到最好的！
oh yea ! :)
明天一定很闲的咯
还要去晒太阳。。今天晒到红红了，明天一定黑黑咯T—T

2010-04-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

Sunday noon at kamarul's house...omg tats so funny xD
having fun :)
and and and!!! KNS kissing on the tree...sweet ~
kns lagi tu xD!!! waakkakaka.....
Holiday im going to miri le =)) huhu.....

2010-04-27T23:00:00.008+08:00

天～
最讨厌那些啊猫啊狗的家伙！
人家只是去吃一餐，就讲到人家很像要去“PUB”一样
对不起我真的很想骂臭话
吊！我知道妈妈永远是帮孩子的。。
但！！！也不用搞到这儿来吧？
是这样的啦。。吃醋就讲啦
不管这个了，讲到都闲！
（希望那只狗不要来看）（希望狗啊母看到了会TERASA!）

我，亦彤，佳丽和秀纹。。都吃得很开心～跟你们分享一下照照吧～^^

朋友们^^

我和秀纹美女～我和哥哥～不要误会啊。。

今天的心情不是说很好！

2010-04-07T23:19:00.002+08:00

2nite gt performs dance :D
i v my frens dance "sway" xD
its perfect!! well DONE! huhU~
my hair is jz like dis o.O xD
tml exam owh haihs..tired =="
my hair like salamon lerh!!!!!xD
so happy 2nite